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I'm Just Livin My Life 

I've always been slightly intuitive and an empath although society seems to deem me otherwise.

Seems as if it's too easy to demonize someone for there natural ability, like utilizing their god given gifts and talents. In my rural community, I was the only black male in gifted and talented as well as anger management at the same time. Anger is an attribute of an angel. A motivational force when used properly.


 Shout out Bafa. I adore you.

November 19th, 2011 (11-19-11) was the day I was granted my spiritual awakening. Frenzied moments of overnight study, sleep deprivation, and dream journaling, I crossed over into the abyss of a mad-man. An evil-genius as I studied occult themes to re-occuring events in my life. For instance, the psychology of a white front man and a black hype man on stage in a state engulfed in the hidden ideologies of the Klu Klux Klan. Of course, no one else dares to challenge their minds and/or make a connection bewteen the two. But it always amazed me how both, black and white man, get no play from the ladies until they're own a stage "talkin that talk". They really drop the draws if you can pop-lock, uprock, or crip walk. The ladies love real niggas huh....


As I began to real go into deep thought as to the nature of things, my awareness stepped outside of me and I seen myself looking at myself. Not literally but it sure felt like it. It was a major self-realization moment when at that specific time, (11-19-11 at 11:00 P.M.), I became aware of who I was, etherically 

Evey book I touched was like high speed internet downloads. Everything became so clear except my how to clear my path in such a hostile enviroment. Living in the Bible Belt always came with a lashing if you dare to step outside the norm and take a leap of faith based on your own merits.

As I scrambled to create a fail-proof master plan, I wrote the song "Living My Life" . Actually, I didn't even write it. It just naturally flowed as I recorded it and then I wrote it to double check the validity of the split mind I was experiencing, I had officially snapped and went dumb on'em. 

From that point on I was labeled everything but an artist. Never mind a child of God because who needs anyone to validate ones creator or spiritual state of being. You ever seen a babbling mad man speak in riddles? You ever heard a child look to the stars and tell you that's where dead people go? You ever mistreat a homeless person and missed out on a blessing later on?

Alot of things go unseen and unheard but alot of things are blatantly ignored or misperceived. "What's understood don't have to be explained" is a common phrase amongst a certain group of people who don't care to understand or feel no need to explain their own behavior. Thankfully, I found the balance in my own life to discern if I'm living my life...or just existing.

St. Jermaine Master of the Violet Flame, the Seventh Ray  

Many groups honor Saint Germain as a supernatural being called a Master of the Ancient Wisdom or an Ascended master. In the Ascended Master Teachings he is referred to simply as Saint Germain, or as the Ascended Master Saint Germain. As an Ascended Master, Saint Germain is believed to have many magical powers such as the ability to teleport, levitate, walk through walls, and to inspire people by telepathy, among others.

Some write that his name St. Germain was invented by him as a French version of the Latin Sanctus Germanus, meaning "Holy Brother".

He is a master alchemist of the sacred fire who comes bearing the gift of the violet flame of freedom for world transmutation. 

As lord of the "seventh ray", Saint Germain initiates our souls in the science and ritual of transmutation through the violet flame. Saint Germain and Portia deliver to the people of God the dispensation for the seventh age and the seventh ray—the violet ray of freedom, justice, mercy, alchemy and sacred ritual—a new lifewave, a new civilization, a new energy. 

Together with his twin flame, the ascended lady master Portia, the Goddess of Justice, he is the hierarch of the Aquarian age. He is the great sponsor of freedom's flame, while Portia is the sponsor of the flame of justice and opportunity. 

Diplomats, priests of the sacred fire, actors, writers and defenders of freedom serve with Saint Germain on the seventh ray



The Original Inner G 


I'll keep this short and sweet because of the array of websites available to research the topic alone.

Da very impulse to be creative “can be understood to some degree as the subjective struggle to give form, structure and constructive expression to inner and outer chaos and conflict states clinical and forensic psychologist, Stephen Diamond.

Dr. Diamond theorizes that creativity is a powerful and often dark endeavor: “The more conflict, the more rage, the more anxiety there is, the more the inner necessity to create. 

Bearing in mind that all men have a masculine and feminine nature as well, it's stated the the "darker" part of our being is the "dark feminine" Not "woman" but feminine; the positive to the negative (or whatever floats ya f*ckin boat)! Research 'The Seven Principles of the Hermetic Law: The Kybalion; for clarity!

There are all kind of positive "dark"  energies:

The Moor



The "Wounded Healer"

The Resurrected and Perfected Black: Ausar (Osiris)

So how about ya stop acting like a stripper in church on Sunday and find ya inner-genius G!

Self M.A.D.E (Motivated Aware Disciple of Energy ) 

I guess I can come out da closet now. 

I been a black magickian since 11, the number of initiation.

I actually stumbled upon it. I'm sure I was born to cast spells and turn dreams into reality; I mean the MC is the 'Master of Ceremony' after all.

The third eye represents the Ajna chakra, the psychic sight and the power of manifestation. 

In the kulture, we call the 3rd eye, the mind and the mind has 3 known states of functioning: conscious, unconscious, and subconscious. Google the muhfuckas for further clarification. 

Here's my first ritual, a gift to you let's call it: 

{Self Made Manifest} 


A candle, a lighter, a mirror,

a small frame of alone time 

Light your candle, preferably white, and place a mirror in front of you face. Be sure the candle light is bright enough to see a dimly lit reflection of yourself in the mirror. 

-You're about activate brain frequencies

Gaze in the mirror and observe your head. 

As you fixate your glance, without blinking, observe your facial features. 

Take note of your forehead, eyes, ears, lips, and chin. 

Still without blinking, slightly look off center while in the mirror and stare. 

Imagine your face being split in the mirror and stare. 

While in trance, you will discover your past lives and open your 3rd Eye vision.


Disclaimer: For "entertainment purposes"......

Not for those scared of da boogie man! Don't ask me about the symptoms, your experience is your own. Avoid drugs and alcohol while under the influence... 

If you don't have knowledge of self, enjoy the unfolding. I sure am...

So, Black Mist was my first rap persona as a "mythical sorcerer" from the dark waters of blue luminous black primordial purple ooze....crafty but...corny right?