I'll keep this short and sweet because of the array of websites available to research the topic alone.
Da very impulse to be creative “can be understood to some degree as the subjective struggle to give form, structure and constructive expression to inner and outer chaos and conflict states clinical and forensic psychologist, Stephen Diamond.
Dr. Diamond theorizes that creativity is a powerful and often dark endeavor: “The more conflict, the more rage, the more anxiety there is, the more the inner necessity to create.
Bearing in mind that all men have a masculine and feminine nature as well, it's stated the the "darker" part of our being is the "dark feminine" Not "woman" but feminine; the positive to the negative (or whatever floats ya f*ckin boat)! Research 'The Seven Principles of the Hermetic Law: The Kybalion; for clarity!
There are all kind of positive "dark" energies:
The "Wounded Healer"
The Resurrected and Perfected Black: Ausar (Osiris)
So how about ya stop acting like a stripper in church on Sunday and find ya inner-genius G!